#RealTalk

If you really knew me, you'd know I love listening to music. You would know I have to be listening to it all the time and that I can go from rap biggie smalls to classical Debussy. You would know I love reggae and hawaiian music and the whole polynesian culture a little too much. If you really knew me, you'd know I hate country with a passion. You would know my extreme level of hate towards the radio, "top 10 hits", and Taylor Swift.

If you really knew me, you'd know how much I respect my dad and how dear and close to my heart he is. You'd know my feelings towards my mom and all the stories that go along with her. If you really knew me, you'd know I'm cold. All the time. You would know my car is always blasting the hot air because of that, and it doesn't matter if it's summertime, the AC will never be turned on.

If you really knew me, you'd know I was 3lbs when I was born and I took growth hormone steroid shots for 7 years. You'd know I'm very self conscious of my height. If you really knew me, you'd know I have played 7 different sports with no sustained injuries besides a partially ripped ear during a rugby game. You would know I have never seen Star Wars or Lord of the Rings and that I don't plan on seeing them. If you really knew me, you'd know I'm always at the gym but I hate gym rats. 

If you really knew me, you'd know my car, my room, and myself always have to smell good and I love smelling everything. You would know that I hate Chapstick. You'd know I could drive for endless hours and never get tired of driving. You'd know my windows are always down in my car no matter what the weather. 

If you really knew me you'd know I'm allergic to cats and that I hate cartoon network. You'd know I dream an average of 3 dreams a night and that I remember them all. You would know I'm hungry 24/7 and I'm constantly eating. You'd know the piano is the most calming thing in the world to me.

If you really knew me, you would know I'm not a morning person and that I hate sleeping with pillows.  You'd know the cemetery is one of my favorite places to be. You'd know that sirens make my heart beat out of my chest.

You'd know I can't whistle and that I love the word dammit and hate the word groggy. You would know I love giving back massages. You would know I am the biggest hypocrite. You would know I love to learn and that I am scared of sharks but I watch Shark Week every year. You'd know I love Naked juice and fry sauce. You would know my memory is so awful and thats why everyone tells me their secrets because I'll just forget them the next day. 

If you really knew me, you'd know how independent I am and how I hate being told what to do. If you really truly knew me, you'd know my philosophy  of life consists of being nice to everyone, reaching out to the less fortunate, loving others, and not judging anyone.